And he knew that went just when I wanted to be alone. I've always had the need to be at least one hour during the day curl up in my own corner, in your world, to listen to some me in that moment beloved song, to write whatever comes to my mind, that I lie alone and fantasizing. I've always been a dreamer, someone who knew how to dream of her whole life for an afternoon. Incorrigible romantk who lived in Fima, who was always alone directed. And I lived it the way I wanted it, and never, ever, that we are talking about the second.
And that day is gone when the stroke of the hour my time for my time. And then I dreamed about him and me, and for the first time in my life I could not imagine myself next to someone for 50 years. I imagined us sitting in front of our house, in our yard, each with its own facial wrinkles that are outlined all the sorrow and happiness that we have together made it through in life. And around us were running grandchildren.
He got me and then, after 50 years holding my hand and on the face of an aging stood still that smile. Autumn foliage rustled in his song, and the whole world was ours. And that image in my head then found its place, and never has nothing to delete.
Snow is already falling, and outside was freezing. Despite all this, the two of us we could not wait until evening and get ready for a student party at a nearby cafe. A thousand things scattered around the room, the window fog lamps that were announcing the 1st January 2005, a huge Christmas tree that has all its colors danced to the rhythm of the night. No, it was not 31 December, it was a few days ago, but it was one of those days when I knew I was going to spend with him, and besides that, Mary was there. Unscrew the Nationals on the radio, half-drunk bottle of white wine and a sense of happiness that could be seen in every corner of the room. And the two of us full of themselves move, ready and enter the store, who knows how many people in it, and the first character I see is him.
He stands with his friends and the two of us approach him. Then I realized that I was his least expensive, if nothing else, because he was really excited to meet Mary. A decent, cultured, with all manners that it is only the mother could learn, the whole evening devoted to us two. I is not cut off. And I'm proud of the fact that my.
Then we first danced, clinging to each other, so we would not drift apart anything in the world. I'm not allowed to touch anyone, I was jealous of the whole world and I wanted to share it with anyone. And that night we spent under the duvet with medvedic and each time it took me to "leave" and went away, I missed before really leave her apartment.
And finally 31 December. Euphoria everywhere in vazuhu, Mary and I, because we have not planned it to go somewhere, resolve to stay in the apartment itself, and a little later we go to the Market and to listen to trumpet. That evening the two of us talked about people and events that we have long been forgotten and they often did in the days that were misplaced somewhere deep in our subconscious. He celebrated with his friends that night, and I just wanted to be next to me, but I was afraid to admit it to him.
The two of us direction danzo to the Square. And the night was quiet, although everywhere in the city was a madhouse. And in the air felt that happiness. All over the city people were approaching each other and congratulated the New Year. Each in his own bed after returning from the town square. And each in their dreams. At about three o'clock in the morning the door bell. The blood in me froze. Scared peeks through the peephole and see him. A million things we flew for those few seconds through the head.
I hug him and all night listening to her breathing. Then I realized danzo what it means to love, all night about never concluded and I stared at the silhouette that is just visible danzo in the dark room, feeling the whether there tempera, listened to his heartbeat. And he slept and his face was calm. As if he had never done anything terrible. I was safe with me, because I was sure that I will never let him anything bad happens.
And I was afraid to admit that he was only somewhere when dawn broke, when I'm 100 percent sure she dreams only of sweet dreams, and that it does not hurt to sleep. But I then was half awake, listening to his breathing. Cooed me Mila and me it was a bit funny, and yet on the other hand cute. I lived moments with him, each with full heart and eyes wide open. He was able to go home from a weekend away, with skiing right to come to me, all things wet Show at the radiator, slipped into the bathroom, there remain and after an hour and went out with all my scent on it.
As his things he dried, wrapped in a blanket, lying on the couch, Saltão channels, while I make coffee, tea and preparing something to eat. And so it remained for hours. Motionless. But, there is in my life.
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